Hey everyone! I know I’ve been ridiculously MIA for 6 months or so, but it’s been quite the year. I cannot tell you how happy I am that it is finally 2012. To be honest, I’m not even sure how to write this post summing it all up. I think I’ll start with this one word: phoenix.
Not long ago, I saw a jewelry giveaway on a blog that offered to inscribe your “word” for 2012 on a piece of jewelry. That really made me stop and think. I realized that if I could choose the direction my life would take for 365 days, I would find empowerment.
I know I said I’d sum up 2011…I’m getting there. Where I am now has everything to do with where I was then.
That brings me to my word. Phoenix. No, I’m not talking about a city in Arizona. A phoenix is a mythical bird that goes up in flames once it has reached the end of its lifespan. It is then reborn as a young phoenix from its own ashes.
I’ve really come to connect with this concept. Sometimes your whole life has to be lit on fire for a new and better you to emerge from the flames. Just the image of flames now brings peace to my heart. Kinda weird, I know.
2011 was the year of the figurative fire that turned my whole life upside down. So much of it was personal or involved other people. That’s another reason I quit blogging. When it gets too personal then it’s no longer appropriate for the general public. Then when it involves other people, they should be the only people to tell their story. Either way, I didn’t really have time to record a life that didn’t really mirror what was actually going on…
I want to be very clear: I am ok. JT is ok. The twins are ok. No one is dying. No one is crazy…at least crazy enough to be committed. ;) I really do think that I’ve become a better person because of it all though.
So here comes 2012! I’ve set my sights on a million different goals. I want to be a better person, wife, mother, daughter, sister, friend, neighbor, and christian. I want to do a better job of keeping the house clean. I want to become an amazing cook. I want to craft til my fingers turn blue. I want to throw myself into music. I want to make the days more fun for my kids. I want to be a fitness enthusiast.
In short, I want to do it all. I know I can. But I also know I can’t do it all at once. Little by little I can become the woman I want to be when I’m 95.
To make a long story short, 2012 is a year of progress and I’m really excited to be back into blogging!